I’ve been numbing myself a lot recently. It’s time to get back to chipping away- I’m ready to get this f-ing mud and muck off of me!
I’m ready to let my greatness shine!
Congrats to all of the graduates of the MKE.
We did it.
Now, let’s keep it going…
So here we are in week two self-quarantine. Thank goodness for this!! And this!! LOL
I’m getting lots of practice using negative emotions to turn things around in these “unprecedented times”.
Anyone else getting lots of practice?
Flipping through my cards of daily moments and achievements is really helping me.
What’s getting you through right now?
I’m quarantined with my family. It’s a miracle to be safe at home together. We have so much to be grateful for, don’t we?
We have this shelter, our home.
We have food to eat.
We have fresh water to drink, to wash hands, to cook our food.
We have love.
We are safe.
Hello! I’m just looking back over all of these posts and feeling so damn proud of myself. I’m tearing up over saying yes to myself, to this journey and, while I wasn’t integral the entire way, I never gave up.
And I’m just gonna pause and feel proud of myself for a minute.
Peace be the journey.
May you always come home to yourself.
Did you think I was gone?
Surprise, I’m still standing.
That Elton John song has been on my mind a lot in the past couple of days.
“Don’t you know I’m still standing better than I ever did
Looking like a true survivor, feeling like a little kid
I’m still standing after all this time
Picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind
I’m still standing yeah yeah yeah
I’m still standing yeah yeah yeah”
I’m Still Standing by Elton John
So anyway, I’m still here.
You guys!!! I finally reached a goal that I’ve been shooting for now for over a year.
AND I DID IT!!
I hit a new rank in my company and I have a solid team leading this mental wellness revolution with me.
It feels SO good to be in service of others and be recognized in this way.
So many opportunities have presented themselves. And everything truly is a miracle.
I don’t mean to sound like a Nike ad, but I just needed the reminder to just do it.
I’m doing it now.
I’m using the guilt about being behind on these blogs to remind me how much I care about my personal evolution and dharma.
And I’m doing it now.
Peace be the journey.
My blogs are out of order- this blog should represent the break week, but I’m behind and I wrote about struggling during break weeks in my previous post. I’m just rolling with it.
In previous webcasts, I felt frustrated by the convincing that continued. I thought, “who is here that still doesn’t believe in this stuff?” I even asked the question- Why are we still trying to convince people? A guide responded that we need to love on people, no matter where they are in the process. And now I finally get it.
I’ve been struggling with the brain training- with the readings, the sits, the habits. And now I get it. I KNOW that this stuff works. I’ve experienced it over and over, but yet I still allow excuses to get in the way of my new blueprint. My old blueprint is so engrained, it really does take near constant work to flip the script. And I feel fatigued. I feel personal growth fatigue. Is that a thing?
If you’ve felt this before, I’d love your support. I’m still going, but I’m tired.
I’m whole, perfect, strong, powerful, loving, harmonious, and happy…and I’m still going.
These break weeks are hard for me. I feel like I’m just allowing my old blueprint to take over. I reached out to my tribe in a polo and got some great feedback. I’m checking in with my mastermind partner, who is great, and that is another resource.
Don’t give up. Don’t give in.
Flip through some cards. Read your DMP.
You get one life.
DO IT NOW!
I would much rather be journaling write now 😉 So I’m off to do that.
What am I pretending not to know? Wow. Powerful.